God yes.. as you can see.. IM BORED

IM REALLY BORED and its getting annoying. im actually so busy being annoyed by being bored that im almost not bored anymore.

i just cut my hair too. had nothing to do so i cut my hair. i dont even know how it looks really. cause you know i wear glasses , i cant see very far. so to cut the front i had to take them off, no clue if its straight or not I COULDNT SEE IT.
since i couldnt see it i got even more annoyed so i decided id dye it too. so im sitting here now, sadly i forgot to put a towel around my neck so im pretty sure the back of my neck and my shoulders are gona be dyed too but i dont care.
i dont rly care cause im ill anyways. started with a sore throat and wondered down to my longues, coughing coughing coughing, REALLY annoying! again!
so from all the coughing (for like a week) my voice got cracky and two days ago it just disapeared completly , so now i cant talk, i just make squeeky noises when i try to laugh.
which means! i cant even call anyone!
so its sat night, my best friend s somewhere out of town, my semi best friends are living too far, i got nothing to do plus i cant talk plus i read 6 books in 4 days. it was great, till i ran out of books to read.
so i went to google stuff and almost everything i typed in came out as PORN, porn here porn there. even with my own name. JEEZ
i thought about watching trash horror movies or splatter stuff but im rly not in the mood, neither for stupid shallow comedy cause its simply not funny. and if id try serious or depressing movies id proly get depressed. im not too sure if i should trade bored for depressed, at least i can turn bored into energy for getting annoyed or angry or doing stupid things, and depressed would just turn into sob sob sob or sadness or world s not making much sense and nothing will ever change.
i guess ill stick to being bored.
since i have to wash off the dye now.... ill just go post stupid comments on all kinds of stuff on the internet.